the sins that will make you homeless...

I am paying a price. It is the cost of arrogance. Everything happens for a reason and I understand what I did and why I'm being punished. When I had an apartment I ran like a drop in shelter at my apartment for the homeless in my neighborhood. They could come and spend the night at my house as long as they brought me sex, money, drugs, or food.  Some of these people were my "friends" and I treated them like this.

One time a transgender name Raquel came over. She thought I was her friend. I sent her back into the night because she had nothing and her feet were stinking.  As I was complaining about the foot smell one time she asserted: " It's wet and cold outside, my feet are wet and cold so they stink" Yeah. I was blaming the victim. That was the last time I ever saw her. The next I heard was this. She was murdered in Montana:


http://stevensonfuneralhomes.com/obituaries/cody-rockroads/


By not being a true friend I caused her murder. I am complicit.